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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Geography Paper was manageable.
Yesterday, didn't slept well.
Cause, i almost stayed up the whole night to study.
I studies till 4.15am this morning.
Then turned in for around 2hours plus.
I don't wanna fail geography.
So, i tried my best to study for it.
& the paper was still manageable for me.
So, just hope i can do well.
Tomorrow, English Paper.
This time round, my confidence of passing english,
Is totally not there anymore.
Hahaha, i don't know what happened too.
Cause, common test i failed my English.
& that was the first time i failed English.
So the trauma is too big for me.
Hmmm, i will try la.
Hope i can make it lor.
I wanna do well, but the mood ain't there.
Currently, i wanna go Shanghai.
Hahahaha, :)
Yesterday, didn't slept well.
Cause, i almost stayed up the whole night to study.
I studies till 4.15am this morning.
Then turned in for around 2hours plus.
I don't wanna fail geography.
So, i tried my best to study for it.
& the paper was still manageable for me.
So, just hope i can do well.
Tomorrow, English Paper.
This time round, my confidence of passing english,
Is totally not there anymore.
Hahaha, i don't know what happened too.
Cause, common test i failed my English.
& that was the first time i failed English.
So the trauma is too big for me.
Hmmm, i will try la.
Hope i can make it lor.
I wanna do well, but the mood ain't there.
Currently, i wanna go Shanghai.
Hahahaha, :)
Ran @ 2:58 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Geography Paper, tomorrow.
Hmmm, tomorrow is Geography Paper already.
I've not finished studying yet.
I'm afraid i've got not enough time.
Well, at the most, tonight won't be sleeping so much.
Will try to finish it up as soon as possible.
For now, gonna have my dinner first.
Afterwhich, will start studying.
All the best for your paper, friends. :)
Hmmm, tomorrow is Geography Paper already.
I've not finished studying yet.
I'm afraid i've got not enough time.
Well, at the most, tonight won't be sleeping so much.
Will try to finish it up as soon as possible.
For now, gonna have my dinner first.
Afterwhich, will start studying.
All the best for your paper, friends. :)
Ran @ 7:54 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Went Singapore Flyer. :)
Ran @ 6:20 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
Paper Tough + Not enough time = GONE CASE !
Today is the start of mid-year exam first paper.
Mother Tongue Paper.
Paper 1 started at 8am.
The paper was still okay.
After Paper 1, had our recess.
Which lasted from 10.05am - 10.40.
As Paper 2 starts at 10.50am.
Ohmygoodness.
Paper 2 was Disastrous !
It was like total alien to me.
Then was starting to panic.
Sigh.
Anyway, i don't think i can do well for this chinese paper.
The thought of it,
Makes me worried and scared about 1st June, GCE 'O' level chinese.
OH-NO!
Paper was tough + Not enough time = GONE CASE!
Shall concentrate on other papers now.
Regarding Chinese, will work harder for it.
To get myself prepared for 1st June 'O' level Chinese Paper.
For now, have a good weekends.
& study as well.
Today is the start of mid-year exam first paper.
Mother Tongue Paper.
Paper 1 started at 8am.
The paper was still okay.
After Paper 1, had our recess.
Which lasted from 10.05am - 10.40.
As Paper 2 starts at 10.50am.
Ohmygoodness.
Paper 2 was Disastrous !
It was like total alien to me.
Then was starting to panic.
Sigh.
Anyway, i don't think i can do well for this chinese paper.
The thought of it,
Makes me worried and scared about 1st June, GCE 'O' level chinese.
OH-NO!
Paper was tough + Not enough time = GONE CASE!
Shall concentrate on other papers now.
Regarding Chinese, will work harder for it.
To get myself prepared for 1st June 'O' level Chinese Paper.
For now, have a good weekends.
& study as well.
Ran @ 8:38 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Oh my goodness.
Tmrw is the start of mid-year exam first paper.
Mother Tongue.
Wow, time really flies like nobody's business.
It's almost coming to the end of april.
Left around 5 more months to 'O' level.
I just have this feeling.
"Can somebody just kill me, please ?"
I really felt very lethargic and shagged.
I don't know what should i do to catch up in my studies.
This year, is really very very stress-ful.
I'm really worried, worried about my studies.
Worried that i can't cope with the current situation.
I'm also scared, really very scared.
Somehow, i just feel like running away at times.
I felt very lethargic and shagged.
I will persevere and do my best for all exams.
I will hang-on too.
Tmrw is the start of mid-year exam first paper.
Mother Tongue.
Wow, time really flies like nobody's business.
It's almost coming to the end of april.
Left around 5 more months to 'O' level.
I just have this feeling.
"Can somebody just kill me, please ?"
I really felt very lethargic and shagged.
I don't know what should i do to catch up in my studies.
This year, is really very very stress-ful.
I'm really worried, worried about my studies.
Worried that i can't cope with the current situation.
I'm also scared, really very scared.
Somehow, i just feel like running away at times.
I felt very lethargic and shagged.
I will persevere and do my best for all exams.
I will hang-on too.
Ran @ 7:34 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
EXAMS are round the corner.
Hmmm, there will be a Social Studies test tmrw.
So, am trying my very best to study for it now.
Afterwhich, chinese mid year exam will be on friday.
Oh no, so fast, exams are coming again.
Am i prepared ? I seriously don't know.
I wanna study hard and do well for exams.
I really, really must.
Is not cannot do well.
Is just the matter of the mindset.
SINDYCHUA,
Just persevere and work real hard.
You'll see the results, someday.
Hmmm, there will be a Social Studies test tmrw.
So, am trying my very best to study for it now.
Afterwhich, chinese mid year exam will be on friday.
Oh no, so fast, exams are coming again.
Am i prepared ? I seriously don't know.
I wanna study hard and do well for exams.
I really, really must.
Is not cannot do well.
Is just the matter of the mindset.
SINDYCHUA,
Just persevere and work real hard.
You'll see the results, someday.
Ran @ 9:11 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Mr Didi, ONG ZHENG XIAN!
He's 21 months old already.Haha, very cute right.
Hmmm, just reached home.
Went out with my granny.
& yea, today i'm in a super good mood la.
During recess time, Nadya talked to me !
Hahaha, that's like after so long la.
Not bad, just because she talked to me,
my whole day was like brighthen up lor.
In a very very good mood today.
Haha, not bad, not bad.
Girl, thanks for making my day ya.
I guess i'll be very happy during everyday's recess.
&&&&&&&
I was just told that, MALACCA trip was on 20th june.
So, it'll be in the holidays.
Cool, finally, i can get to go.
Alright, that's all for now.
Goodnight lovelies. :D
Ran @ 10:43 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Had a great weekends.
Didn't went for sports day today.
Cause friends all got something on.
So today = holiday!
Need to go and iron uniforms now.
Tmrw, back to school.
Didn't went for sports day today.
Cause friends all got something on.
So today = holiday!
Need to go and iron uniforms now.
Tmrw, back to school.
Ran @ 11:48 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
Good Morning.
Yesterday night i did slept well.
Haha.
Hmmm, i'm going out later.
With granny first then myself.
Alright, just hope everybody have a great weekends.
Hey Nadya, have a great weekends too.
I'm glad that we're okay. :)
Yesterday night i did slept well.
Haha.
Hmmm, i'm going out later.
With granny first then myself.
Alright, just hope everybody have a great weekends.
Hey Nadya, have a great weekends too.
I'm glad that we're okay. :)
Ran @ 11:07 PM
We just msg each other.
Things should be okay now.
Should i be happy ?
Hahaha, indeed, i'm quite happy.
Friendship sometimes goes thru such obstacles.
Nadya, you want me to study hard.
Since i promised you i will, i definitely will.
Things should be okay now.
Should i be happy ?
Hahaha, indeed, i'm quite happy.
Friendship sometimes goes thru such obstacles.
Nadya, you want me to study hard.
Since i promised you i will, i definitely will.
Ran @ 11:07 PM
I'm back from school.
Sorry Mr PaulLim, i gave you attitude just now.
Sorry, cause i ain't in a very good mood.
Another day of uncertainty and moody-ness.
What can i do.
Hahahaha.
Monday Sports Day.
Not intending to attend it.
So, monday would be a rest day for me.
Maybe will start studying for geography or Social Studies.
Hmmm, later around 2plus going swimming with Esther.
Afterwhich, we may head to library to study.
If not, we may just go shopping.
Later then we decide.
So now, i gotta go get things prepared first.
I seriously am very very sad.
Everything just sucks.
Sorry Mr PaulLim, i gave you attitude just now.
Sorry, cause i ain't in a very good mood.
Another day of uncertainty and moody-ness.
What can i do.
Hahahaha.
Monday Sports Day.
Not intending to attend it.
So, monday would be a rest day for me.
Maybe will start studying for geography or Social Studies.
Hmmm, later around 2plus going swimming with Esther.
Afterwhich, we may head to library to study.
If not, we may just go shopping.
Later then we decide.
So now, i gotta go get things prepared first.
I seriously am very very sad.
Everything just sucks.
Ran @ 1:15 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
I'm not feeling good at all.
As usual, nobody bothers to smile to me.
This already shows one thing.
People no longer cares.
I seriously don't know what i've done lor.
You want me to study hard.
No worries, i will.
I'll make sure i do well for my Mid-Year Exams.
Seeing the both of us like that,
Heartpain is all i felt.
As usual, nobody bothers to smile to me.
This already shows one thing.
People no longer cares.
I seriously don't know what i've done lor.
You want me to study hard.
No worries, i will.
I'll make sure i do well for my Mid-Year Exams.
Seeing the both of us like that,
Heartpain is all i felt.
Ran @ 8:34 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Just so not in the mood.
Whole day felt very lethargic.
Today it's a different story again.
Nobody smiled to me, nobody said hi to me.
I guess i should cross-out the word 'best friend' from my dictionary.
Let it disappear from my life forever.
I seriously don't know what's wrong.
You said to me that i no longer care about you.
I skipped remedial to go find you and cleared things out.
Can this shows how much i care ?
Wah, i'm like super no mood to go and care about these already.
Everytime a friend close to me, must definitely cold war one.
Sick and tired of it already.
Your attitude towards me already changed.
You totally don't feel like talking to me at all.
You said you heartpain when i don't talk to you.
Then what should i do ?
I tried my best to pleased you, but to no avail.
I'm just so not in the mood.
Whole day felt very lethargic.
Today it's a different story again.
Nobody smiled to me, nobody said hi to me.
I guess i should cross-out the word 'best friend' from my dictionary.
Let it disappear from my life forever.
I seriously don't know what's wrong.
You said to me that i no longer care about you.
I skipped remedial to go find you and cleared things out.
Can this shows how much i care ?
Wah, i'm like super no mood to go and care about these already.
Everytime a friend close to me, must definitely cold war one.
Sick and tired of it already.
Your attitude towards me already changed.
You totally don't feel like talking to me at all.
You said you heartpain when i don't talk to you.
Then what should i do ?
I tried my best to pleased you, but to no avail.
I'm just so not in the mood.
Ran @ 5:04 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Just finished bathing.
Now going to study.
I must study hard.
Next time then can have good life.
I must must must study hard.
Sindy, Jiayou.
Now going to study.
I must study hard.
Next time then can have good life.
I must must must study hard.
Sindy, Jiayou.
Ran @ 4:20 PM
I wonder why.
Actually have maths remedial just now after school.
So, was planning to go at first.
But before going up to the reading room, went general office first.
Then halfway, saw Nadya.
As usual, face super black.
But suddenly she walked past my table and said hi to me again.
& she left after that.
I called out to her, but she just gave me a frustrated face.
So i went into general office to hand in some forms.
Afterwhich, i just rushed out of the office and rushed out of school.
Cause i saw her walking very slowly outside the school.
I decided to go find her and clear things out.
What actually happened between us these few weeks ?
So, went over and met her at the bus stop opposite school.
She was sitting down, waiting for bus.
When i was approaching her, her face also very black.
But awhile later, we started talking.
I accompanied her home, we talked as we walked.
Then she said she got no mood recently that's why face black black.
But, i don't think that's the case.
She never said anything too.
She just keep telling me to think more positive.
After sending her home, i went home myself.
I still think something is not right.
You said that i don't care about you anymore.
But the fact ain't like that.
If you don't wish to talk to me, i won't force you anymore.
Just do the things that'll make you happy, friend.
You want me to study hard, i will.
I promised you.
I wanna go P-A-R-I-S!
Actually have maths remedial just now after school.
So, was planning to go at first.
But before going up to the reading room, went general office first.
Then halfway, saw Nadya.
As usual, face super black.
But suddenly she walked past my table and said hi to me again.
& she left after that.
I called out to her, but she just gave me a frustrated face.
So i went into general office to hand in some forms.
Afterwhich, i just rushed out of the office and rushed out of school.
Cause i saw her walking very slowly outside the school.
I decided to go find her and clear things out.
What actually happened between us these few weeks ?
So, went over and met her at the bus stop opposite school.
She was sitting down, waiting for bus.
When i was approaching her, her face also very black.
But awhile later, we started talking.
I accompanied her home, we talked as we walked.
Then she said she got no mood recently that's why face black black.
But, i don't think that's the case.
She never said anything too.
She just keep telling me to think more positive.
After sending her home, i went home myself.
I still think something is not right.
You said that i don't care about you anymore.
But the fact ain't like that.
If you don't wish to talk to me, i won't force you anymore.
Just do the things that'll make you happy, friend.
You want me to study hard, i will.
I promised you.
I wanna go P-A-R-I-S!
Ran @ 4:20 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
Everything just Sucks.
I HATE THIS YEAR'S LIFE !!!
Today had annual cross country.
And after that, had meet the parents session.
My grandma were asked to meet Mr Gomez and Mr PaulLim.
And the meeting goes on in the conference room.
Hmmm, together with Ashikin and her mum too.
Mr Gomez actually strategised on my results.
He said this to me.
" Sindy, you're very very DANGEROUS based on your results."
"If you were to fail your maths and science, you can actually consider
going ITE."
At that moment, i totally lose confidence in myself.
Just feel like giving everything up.
I tried, but still, i cannot make it.
I'm so frustrated and fed up with all those results thingy.
I know that i'm academically weak.
I feel like giving up at times.
Cause, i feel like i'm going mad.
Sigh, it's tough.
Currently, my mind just wanna fly to a faraway place.
Leave this hurtful, sad and complicated place.
Like i said, if i don't leave this country, i can't breathe.
I wish i have an air ticket with me now.
So that i can fly to anywhere i want.
Too tired and frustrated with the things here.
I seriously need a b-r-e-a-k.
A very long and serene b-r-e-a-k.
Regarding you, i still feel that we're not okay yet.
Since seeing me will spoil your mood,
next time just treat me as transparent, will do.
You'll be happier, i guess.
Maybe my fate is like that.
Heaven wanna let me lose my close friends.
One by one..
This place is really too cruel.
I wanna T-R-A-V-E-L !
That's the only thing i wanna do.
I HATE THIS YEAR'S LIFE !!!
Today had annual cross country.
And after that, had meet the parents session.
My grandma were asked to meet Mr Gomez and Mr PaulLim.
And the meeting goes on in the conference room.
Hmmm, together with Ashikin and her mum too.
Mr Gomez actually strategised on my results.
He said this to me.
" Sindy, you're very very DANGEROUS based on your results."
"If you were to fail your maths and science, you can actually consider
going ITE."
At that moment, i totally lose confidence in myself.
Just feel like giving everything up.
I tried, but still, i cannot make it.
I'm so frustrated and fed up with all those results thingy.
I know that i'm academically weak.
I feel like giving up at times.
Cause, i feel like i'm going mad.
Sigh, it's tough.
Currently, my mind just wanna fly to a faraway place.
Leave this hurtful, sad and complicated place.
Like i said, if i don't leave this country, i can't breathe.
I wish i have an air ticket with me now.
So that i can fly to anywhere i want.
Too tired and frustrated with the things here.
I seriously need a b-r-e-a-k.
A very long and serene b-r-e-a-k.
Regarding you, i still feel that we're not okay yet.
Since seeing me will spoil your mood,
next time just treat me as transparent, will do.
You'll be happier, i guess.
Maybe my fate is like that.
Heaven wanna let me lose my close friends.
One by one..
This place is really too cruel.
I wanna T-R-A-V-E-L !
That's the only thing i wanna do.
Ran @ 11:52 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Good Morning.
I just woke up not long ago.
Haha, can imagine how pig i am right.
Sleep until so late.
Very tired + whole body pain.
Haha, don't feel like moving at all.
Hmmm, later maybe going aunty's house.
Yep, then go out with them.
But i don't know want what time go over.
By the way, i'm happy now.
Think everything had been cleared.
I'm glad we're okay back again.
Hmmm, i want to go M-A-L-A-Y-S-I-A !
I just woke up not long ago.
Haha, can imagine how pig i am right.
Sleep until so late.
Very tired + whole body pain.
Haha, don't feel like moving at all.
Hmmm, later maybe going aunty's house.
Yep, then go out with them.
But i don't know want what time go over.
By the way, i'm happy now.
Think everything had been cleared.
I'm glad we're okay back again.
Hmmm, i want to go M-A-L-A-Y-S-I-A !
Ran @ 1:04 PM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
NAPFA test was okay.
Super tired now, cos of NAPFA just now.
Now totally got no energy.
Today after school, stayed in school.
Didn't went home before NAPFA.
So, after having my lunch with cliques.
We went to play badminton at the forum.
From 2pm played until 3.15pm.
Went for NAPFA test after that.
I didn't really do well this time round.
Not that fit anymore.
Haha, but luckily, today inclined - pull up i can pull.
That's so great.
Hmmm, today school was alright.
I did maths today.
With a very good attitude.
That's so rare, i guess !
During recess, after eating, went forum sit down.
Chatted with Esther at first, end up Liwen & Woonguek joined us.
&&&&&&&&&
Nadya suddenly appeared infront of my table.
Said hi to esther, and me.
I was S-H-O-C-K-E-D !
Thought she still don't want to talk to me.
Sigh, Sigh, Sigh.
I don't want history to repeat itself again.
I don't want to be on cold war with my close friend.
It's too scary.
One time is enough for me.
I don't wish for a second time.
I'm happy that you actually come over and said hi to me.
Just that i didn't respond to you.
Cause i don't know how to.
You shocked me too.
Anyway, i'm H-A-P-P-Y !
Seriously.
Super tired now, cos of NAPFA just now.
Now totally got no energy.
Today after school, stayed in school.
Didn't went home before NAPFA.
So, after having my lunch with cliques.
We went to play badminton at the forum.
From 2pm played until 3.15pm.
Went for NAPFA test after that.
I didn't really do well this time round.
Not that fit anymore.
Haha, but luckily, today inclined - pull up i can pull.
That's so great.
Hmmm, today school was alright.
I did maths today.
With a very good attitude.
That's so rare, i guess !
During recess, after eating, went forum sit down.
Chatted with Esther at first, end up Liwen & Woonguek joined us.
&&&&&&&&&
Nadya suddenly appeared infront of my table.
Said hi to esther, and me.
I was S-H-O-C-K-E-D !
Thought she still don't want to talk to me.
Sigh, Sigh, Sigh.
I don't want history to repeat itself again.
I don't want to be on cold war with my close friend.
It's too scary.
One time is enough for me.
I don't wish for a second time.
I'm happy that you actually come over and said hi to me.
Just that i didn't respond to you.
Cause i don't know how to.
You shocked me too.
Anyway, i'm H-A-P-P-Y !
Seriously.
Ran @ 9:08 PM
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
I missed the way we were before.
Just wished that you'll talk to me soon.
Hmmm, tomorrow have NAPFA test after school.
Lol, i think i'm not that fit anymore.
Cannot do inclined - pull up la.
Hahaha, the rest still okay.
& Sit-up also. I hate it man.
Must train my hand and leg muscles later on.
If not, tomorrow sure cannot make it la.
Haha.
There's no school on friday.
How great ya.
Nadya, study hard.
Don't fear, you can do it.
I hope you'll talk to me soon ...
Just wished that you'll talk to me soon.
Hmmm, tomorrow have NAPFA test after school.
Lol, i think i'm not that fit anymore.
Cannot do inclined - pull up la.
Hahaha, the rest still okay.
& Sit-up also. I hate it man.
Must train my hand and leg muscles later on.
If not, tomorrow sure cannot make it la.
Haha.
There's no school on friday.
How great ya.
Nadya, study hard.
Don't fear, you can do it.
I hope you'll talk to me soon ...
Ran @ 6:39 PM
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
I have nothing to say.
I'm very tired.
Let's just give everything a b-r-e-a-k.
I'm very tired.
Let's just give everything a b-r-e-a-k.
Ran @ 8:44 PM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Just back from school.
It was raining just now.
When we finished our remedial.
& Huiqin was heading to lakeside mrt station.
& she doesn't have an umbrella with her.
So, no choice, i gotta be the good person lor.
So, walked her to the station then headed home myself.
Because of her, one side of my shirt is wet.
Haha, its okay la. No problem de.
Cause later she still gotta work,
if she gets wet, later catch a cold.
Yep, nothing much to do now.
Maybe watching dvds later.
I wanna travel.
hahahahaha. :D
It was raining just now.
When we finished our remedial.
& Huiqin was heading to lakeside mrt station.
& she doesn't have an umbrella with her.
So, no choice, i gotta be the good person lor.
So, walked her to the station then headed home myself.
Because of her, one side of my shirt is wet.
Haha, its okay la. No problem de.
Cause later she still gotta work,
if she gets wet, later catch a cold.
Yep, nothing much to do now.
Maybe watching dvds later.
I wanna travel.
hahahahaha. :D
Ran @ 10:20 PM
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Malacca trip during May.
Okay, was just told that i'll be going for the trip in may.
Yeah, i still thought i cannot go.
Just that i can't for this month's trip.
But i will get to go for next month's trip.
So yea, let me settle my mid-year exams first.
& go with a peace of mind.
HOLIDAY-ING is my love !
Haini, i will draw a clear line between travelling and studies.
No worries.
" I wanna get out of here as soon as possible ".
Definitely, i will wait till i finish my studies.
For now, i can only look forward to times where i can get out of here.
" I need to get out of here to breathe.
If not, i will die of suffocation soon. "
Okay, was just told that i'll be going for the trip in may.
Yeah, i still thought i cannot go.
Just that i can't for this month's trip.
But i will get to go for next month's trip.
So yea, let me settle my mid-year exams first.
& go with a peace of mind.
HOLIDAY-ING is my love !
Haini, i will draw a clear line between travelling and studies.
No worries.
" I wanna get out of here as soon as possible ".
Definitely, i will wait till i finish my studies.
For now, i can only look forward to times where i can get out of here.
" I need to get out of here to breathe.
If not, i will die of suffocation soon. "
Ran @ 11:35 AM
Was just told that I'm not going to malacca already.
Was very very very very sad.
I simply just wanna go malaysia la.
Now must wait for may or june then can go already.
I can't wait, can't wait.
& my grandma said this to me.
Exams are coming, you do well for it.
I bring you go malaysia as many times as you want.
But, but, but .........
The problem with me now is,
my mind ain't on studying at all.
So how do you expect me to study ?!
I hated this year's life.
It just sucks.
Was very very very very sad.
I simply just wanna go malaysia la.
Now must wait for may or june then can go already.
I can't wait, can't wait.
& my grandma said this to me.
Exams are coming, you do well for it.
I bring you go malaysia as many times as you want.
But, but, but .........
The problem with me now is,
my mind ain't on studying at all.
So how do you expect me to study ?!
I hated this year's life.
It just sucks.
Ran @ 11:35 AM
Friday, April 03, 2009
Its a Friday again ....
Times are really zooming past.
So fast, it's a friday again.
I haven't really been focusing on studies yet.
The momentum and motivation is not there yet.
Hmmm, I really hated studying man.
Sigh, it's so so tough.
Might as well just kill me.
Hahaha.
I'm wondering, what IF i failed my english again for mid-year.
I will definitely go bang the wall.
Cannot, cannot, cannot !
Cannot allowed myself to fail english anymore.
Goodness. Really disappointed that i failed my english for common test.
No, no, no.
Must bring it back to standard.
Cannot get a D7 la.
Cannot make it.
I must pull it back to at least a B3.
Then slowly improve to an A2 from there.
Other subjects i got no confident.
But english, the confident must be there.
MUST!
Okay la, i'm still counting down.
15 more days to malacca trip.
Thinking of that, it makes me real happy.
Hahahaha.
How i hope, i go already, can don't come back.
That'll be so great.
Times are really zooming past.
So fast, it's a friday again.
I haven't really been focusing on studies yet.
The momentum and motivation is not there yet.
Hmmm, I really hated studying man.
Sigh, it's so so tough.
Might as well just kill me.
Hahaha.
I'm wondering, what IF i failed my english again for mid-year.
I will definitely go bang the wall.
Cannot, cannot, cannot !
Cannot allowed myself to fail english anymore.
Goodness. Really disappointed that i failed my english for common test.
No, no, no.
Must bring it back to standard.
Cannot get a D7 la.
Cannot make it.
I must pull it back to at least a B3.
Then slowly improve to an A2 from there.
Other subjects i got no confident.
But english, the confident must be there.
MUST!
Okay la, i'm still counting down.
15 more days to malacca trip.
Thinking of that, it makes me real happy.
Hahahaha.
How i hope, i go already, can don't come back.
That'll be so great.
Ran @ 7:04 PM
