Yesterday my mum called me, & shouted at me!
Wth ~ what rights does she have to raise her voice at me?!
SHE HAVE NO RIGHTS AT ALL!!!!!!!
She have never did her responsibility as a mother for 16years.
For goodness sake, & she wants me to believe everything she said.
Currently, there's some problems between my grandma & her.
& fuck her, she even cursed my grandma dead, infront of me!
She said, my grandma is gonna die sooner or later
& i gotta move over and stay with her.
FOR FUCK SAKE! I'll never go & stay with her my whole life.
Please, she's with other man now, & she expect me to stay with them,
& she said, we're one "FAMILY" so must stay together!
Hello, that man's surname is TAN, while mine is CHUA!
She expect me to stay with her & her man!
All these 16years i've never stayed with her for once at all.
She's been in & out of the jail, it's like her second home.
& now when she come back, she wants me to stay with her.
Oh please lah, that'll only be her wishful thinking man!
Yesterday she told me this ....
"I'm your mum, you should believe what i said instead of your grandma"!!!!
I was like, WTF!
"Do i know you that well? & you claimed that i should believe you cos u're my mum?!
All these years i've been staying with my grandma & you're telling me i should not
believe whatever she said!
I really pity my grandma, have her this kind of daughter.
Sigh.
I'm disowning both my parents now.
Though you people will say, no matter what, they're still ur parents!
I rather go on the streets and call others Daddy & Mummy
rather than have you all as my parents luh!
Please! I really had enough of all these.
My dad still got 4more years in jail .
& i definitely will leave singapore, go to another country.
I'm already very 'xin ku' staying in this house luh.
Sometimes i'm already on the verge whereby i feel like jumping down.
But i always reminded myself, i still have alot of friends.
Alot of friends who still cares about me.
& this is what keep me going.
Anyway, i'm so so so angry yesterday!
But today i'm alot better.
So no worries. :D

Enjoy your day, friends! :D

Ran @ 6:33 PM