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Saturday, November 08, 2008

I'm back from malaysia already!

Hmm, it had been a fun trip, but a tiring one too ...

I'm like half-dead when im back ...

Feeling super tired, maybe is due to the long hours of ride onboard the coach ...

20th november flying to Vietnam again ...

& december flying to HongKong ...

Actually quite looking forward to those trips ...

But im like don't have the energy luh ...

Hahaha ;D

Still need to settle all the bbq food first ..

Cause Yvonne & me will be buying the food ...

So both of us gotta get things done by 19 november ...

Before i fly to Vietnam, cause she'll be leaving for Korea too on the 25th november ...

So, we gotta get everything in hand & get things done before both of us leave ...

So these few days we'll be abit busy with the discussion ...

Recently keep chatting with her on the phone for like 4hours long ...

I realised that these holidays i've been keeping in touch with my primary school

friends ....

Can say that, i totally never contact my current friends at all luh !

Haha, im like so bad ...

Sigh, when the results is out next month, everything will have an end ...

It's either get promoted to sec 5, or proceed on to ITE ...

I seriously hope i will get promoted luh ....

So, it somehow seems that this would be the last year i can get to see my friends ...

Or maybe not ... but who knows ?!

Well, might just leave everything to fate ...

If it's meant to be like that, it will be like that ...

Nothing will be able to change it no matter what ...

Talking about friends ....... ............

SIGH~

Especially those whereby we haven't been talking for a long long time ...

Thinking that, if we still didn't talk, there will be no more chance ...

Sometimes when thinking about it, tears may feel like dripping down ...

What can i do?!

It all just seems like there's nothing i can do ...

I keep on trying & trying, but i still just can't save back this friendship!

Time may heal everything, YES!

BUT, no matter how long that incident had passed ...

It will still somehow make me think of it ....

I'm not trying to gain sympathy from you ...

I just wanna tell you how i feel ...

Maybe you would say " if i really treasure this friendship, i won't do that already" ...

All along, i keep thinking that i really do treasure our friendship ...

But maybe, i really failed to maintain our friendship ...

Yea, i admit, i failed at this!

Maybe this is what i deserve today for treating you badly in the past ...

I'll never be able to be a good good friend to anybody ...

I simply just failed at keeping a friendship going .....

I've never ever thought that our friendship would end so soon ...

It's all because of me that things between us turned out like this!

I'm the one who wreck our friendship ....

I know, no matter what i said now, won't make you change your mind anymore ...

All you have towards me now is HATRED!

I'm truly sorry for being such a lousy friend.

All i wanted to say is, i seriously hope that we can be friends back again someday.

I've always been waiting, waiting for the day you forgive me.

You're a friend i never wanna lose.

Ran @ 6:16 PM