Hello, i'm back to blogging again ...
Past few days i'm sick that's why never blog.
Had lost my voice for the past few days.
Only until today then i regain my voice back.
Great, then i don't need to whisper to my friends anymore.
Haha.
Today had geography paper.
Overall was okay.
Just now after school, had annual cross-country.
Very tired after the run.
I'm like just recover from sickness then gotta run under the hot sun!
Poor thing!
Hmms, tmr no school, Labour Day!
So going malaysia early in the morning.
Yep, btw, now in the midst of mid-year exams.
So most probably i won't be blogging for quite some time.
Cos need to study !
Alright, till here.
Good luck for MYE, people ! :)

Hope you study hard & do well for exams.
Wishing you all the best ! :)

Ran @ 8:03 PM

Today was feeling very sick in school ...
During first period still okay ...
when comes to the second period, starting to coughed, sore throat, headache.
After that, feel like vommiting. then went toilet puke...
For a number of times already ...
After that returned to class, it was english lessons.
Teacher asked me to go home or go sick bay rest.
But i refused. I don't want ! I'm super stubborn..
haha. then she said that i having fever.
Then i started to have fever, was feeling super unwell !
Arghhhh, please don't let me fall sick, next week is exam periods !
If i were to fall sick, i'll be dead !
Please let me get well soon... Hais....

Currently, having fever, sore throat, headache !!!!!
I'm dying, i needa good rest then get back to studies ! :)

I'm sick, & all i think of is you.
Girl, take care too.
IMY ! :)

Ran @ 1:12 PM

Today went Singapore Heritage Centre with Ms Kang & Ms Loh..
Just now left school @ 2.45pm.
Then went to chinatown, alighted, walked to the heritage centre.
Went there before once. Now go again, quite fun though.
Haha. After visiting the Heritage Centre, went strolling around the stalls
there with teachers.
No too bad, quite an enjoyable day too ! :)
After that, headed home with a group of friends.
Was playing like mad on the train. Keep laughing !
Reached home around 6.30pm.
So now, took some time out to blog.



I'm thinking, thinking, thinking of you !
Got the temptations to text you.
But try not to, cause, you'll be more angry to see my msg!
People asked me, why i want friend so freak like you.
I answered them : No particular reasons, cause you're juat an important friend to me,
& i don't wanna lose you.
Yep, you study hard ! Exams are round the corners.
I know you hate me.
I just hope you won't hate me till forever! :)

Ran @ 8:44 PM

"Seeing you playing happily with your cliques of friends,
I'm really happy. Yes, girl, thats the right way. Continue to smile this way.
I'm glad to see you smiling. I wan your smile to be on your face always.
Every hour, every minute, every second. I hope to see you smile.
I think of you again, missed the time we played together, laughed together.
I'm still wondering when will we be friends again?!
I'll be waiting.....
I'm a failure, failed to make you happy, failed to cherished you when you were here.
Now that you're gone, then i started to regret.
I'll still be caring about you, even if i were to hide in a corner & care about you,
i'm willing.
Exams are coming, i wish you all the best, study hard.
Score well for all subjects.
I'll be happy for you."

You're always on my mind.
Thinking of you is already a habit to me.
If there's fate, we'll be friends again! :)

Ran @ 5:20 PM

Nothing much really bothers me nowadays.
Just focusing on studies now, mid year coming real soon !
29 april - 14 may ! SHit ! Gotta study le.
hais hais hais !

Hmms, i don't deny that i did think of you.
Well, shall just treat it as you're a stranger to me.
Cause i've tried doing everything i can, but its still no use.
I just want us to be friends back ! :)
So long as you're happy, i'll be happy !
Hiding in a corner, caring about you, its quite a good idea afterall ! :)

Ran @ 10:17 PM

Today very very tired...
Hmms, it seems like i always also tired de.
haha. don't know why also !
Lols. okay, today school ends @ 12.20pm.
Headed home, started revising for maths from 2.30pm till now.
In between got rest la. haha, i'm not that hardworking afterall !
But at least i put in effort ! :)
SINDYCHUA, STUDY HARD & SCORE WELL FOR MID-YEAR !

Oh gosh, i'm thinking about you again.
Why must our friendship end in this way?!
Why? Why? Why?
My heart aches alot.
See you in class everyday, can see, cannot talk!
PAINFUL FEELING !=X
I truly MISSED YOU!

Ran @ 8:31 PM

Today went Vivocity with friends after school.
School ended @ 2.20pm today.
Then train-ed down to harbourfront.
Went into Vivocity, go straight to the waterplay.
haha. but sadly, they are clearing the water.
So cant play, instead, we lay there & sun-tan!
Lols. after that went inside to shop!
Went to Toys 'R' us & walk walk.
Then end up, we playing hide & seek inside.
haha. the place is big lur.
& we ran all over the place.
one word to describe " FUN "!!!!!
after that, went to the food court & eat.
after eating, we play "truth or dare".....
Was damn fun... Yep.
After that, trained home around 5.30pm.
Cool. Fun & enjoyable day i had!

Sometimes may think of you.
But i know my limits.
Our friendship have already ended.
No use clinging on to you.

Ran @ 8:40 PM

Today got nothing to post.
But i wanted to post this ..............................

For many years you've been there for me...
You've never let me down...
Even through the longest and toughest of days...
You stuck beside me the whole way through.
We may have fighted a couple of times.
I hope our friendship will last forever.
And if by chance we get seperated...
By what ever it may be...
I know we will meet once again someday.

Ran @ 2:05 PM

Hmms. i was very tired today.
maybe is because last night too late then sleep.
Still have PE today, superb tiring la!
Gotta run 2.4 again. No strength la.
After that went for recess, half-dead liao.
Maths lesson, fell asleep. haha.
Recently i keep sleeping in class la.
No No No, cannot carry on like this, exams coming!
Just now end school @ 1.50pm. Went home!
Actually planned to go swimming later.
But i'm sort of tired right now, maybe go another day bahs.

As time passed, memories of you seems to fade.
You're getting blur-rer in my memory.
Is this a good thing?!
I don't know.
Cause i don't have the right to say anything.
You happy, i'll be happy! (:

Ran @ 2:32 PM

Ran @ 9:19 PM

This morning it was raining heavily.
So left home only @ 7.30am.
Then go lakeside mrt meet esther.
Then from there, we headed to school.
By the time we reach school, its already 7.50am.
Cause it raining ma, so we're not considered late.
So lessons, lessons, lessons.
All the way till end of school.
Today is friday, so school ends at 12.20pm.
Early! =X
Then headed home with ESTHER ! :)
We chatted as we walk. hahas!
Its always fun talking to her.
Yeah, now i'm home playing comp.
Muhahahahaha ! :D

I used to care about your existence.
But now, it seems like, it doesn't matter much.
Hmms. I may still miss you.
Thats something i don't deny.
But i cannot do anything.
I can only keep quiet & let you go.
Thankyou for giving me so many wonderful memories.
All the time i spent with you, all the things we did, all the fun we had.
Shall always be in my mind.

Ran @ 1:21 PM

Today school was tiring.
Was having gastric pain in the morning.
So was like not in the mood lur.
Then after school still have NAPFA test.
Actually don't feel like going de.
Then later, i feel better liao.
So went for NAPFA lur.
Souyan wasn't there, so i'm the first lur.
After doing sit & reach, the last station is Incline-pull-up.
But after doing sit & reach, i sprained my both shoulder.
Cause i forced myself too much for the sit & reach.
End up, the teacher don't let me take incline-pull-up.
So didn't take lur. But both my shoulder was in great pain.
OUCH! It really hurts!
Thanks to FATEHA for helping me massage awhile.
Then it gets better. THANKYOU GIRL ! :D
After that, hang out with ESTHER awhile, then went home around 6pm.
& now, my shoulder still IN PAIN!

As the days goes by, i suddenly realised i no longers cares about you.
Your existence doesn't mean so much to me now.
Well, thats a good start.
Shall just let you fade off in my memory.
I'm glad to have you as my best friend in the past.
Thankyou.

Ran @ 8:35 PM

Yesterday's night, something happened to me again.
Well, shall not share what is it all about.
But well, i was having my dinner at Tuas with family,
when half-way through, i received a msg from ........
Well, of course is bad things la.
Was very sad at that particular moment until i feel like crying.
For the rest of the night, i totally have no mood.
Then went home, immediately went to sleep.
Somehow feel like crying, but i controlled.
SINDYCHUA! Its not worth crying over this la.
People no longers cares about you, for what go & cry ?!
Quite true though.
So this morning woke up & told myself that, at this point of time,
i shall just focus on my studies & nothing else.
I've decided, enough of all those stupid things.
I shan't let all these hold me back, life still goes on eh!
Just take it as i've lose one friend. thats all!

Since i said, i won't disturb you again.
I shall keep my words.
We shall put a stop to our friendship.
Alright, its okay!
I'm sure i'll be fine!
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Ran @ 2:06 PM

This morning i was late for school.
Usually left home @ 7.12am.
Today left @ 7.20am.
& i was like running late. & indeed i was !
reached school around 7.31am.
Awww, its late already !
No choice, gotta run 6 rounds lor.
After that went to assembly area & stand there till we're dismissed.
Then went to join back my class.
Chat-ted with esther when i saw her at first.
& our conversation was like never-ending type.
Keep on talking. Until, lessons started.
Still have PE. need to run run run 2.4km again.
Tired okay ! So we just end up walking.
haha. After that was recess followed by Maths !
Learnt Standard Deviation today.
After that was POA lesson.
Had test, didn't really know how to do.
So just do a little & give up, then go sleep liao.
haha.
After that, school ended !
Was raining fugging heavy.
So stayed in school with friends for awhile.
When the rain gets smaller, we leave for home.
Well, that marks my day !
Later at night going out restaurant eat.
Yep. looking forward to it.
Gonna enjoy myself ! =X

You're fading off bit by bit as the day goes by.
You got your clicks of friends now.
They are way better than me. Treasure them.
I guess it marks the end of our friendship.
Thanks for being my friend all these years.

Ran @ 3:31 PM

She replied me with this : " Stop harassing her " !
Alright. I know what to do already.
Though i don't denied that i'm very sad.
But i'll be strong.
Let it be bahs. If this is fate, then there's nothing i can do.
Doing stupid things to myself won't bring her back too.
So why must i torture myself ?
Forget it bahs.

I'm seriously very very tired.
Since you wanna go, i shall let you go then.
I've done what i can.
If this is heaven's wills.
I shall just follow suit.
Cutting myself won't bring her back too.
So why don't i just gve myself a break.
& stop torturing myself.
Alright. I fully understand what you want le.
I'll let you fade in my mind day by day.
& i believe someday, you'll totally be faded off in my life.
SINDYCHUA, life goes on !
Live it to the fullest, with a smile ! :)

Ran @ 3:12 PM

Sport's Day !

Today we having sport's day at clementi stadium.
So i left home at 6am & went to buy mcdonald's breakfast first.
After that, went to meet esther under her block at 6.30am.
Then we went to take a train to clementi.
We were taking our own sweet time to go there.
So by the time we reached clamenti is around 7am liao.
Cause we gotta be there by 7.05am i think ?
But end up, we reached there at 7.35am.
So was late lor. Lols. Still need record names.
Then after that, went into the stadium to join our class.
Was like damn hot la, the sun is shining directly at us.
Then sit there & talk talk until the whole thing ends lor.
By right the event should be ending around 12pm.
End up, it dragged until 12.30pm.
After that, went to take 197 to jurong east.
Then esther & me went IMM to have our lunch.
Went to eat Mos Burger. Yummy !
After eating, went shop shop awhile, then went to buy donuts!
The donuts is like super nice !
After that, headed home.
Then we took 335 home.
Then there's this weird uncle on board the bus.
He started asking the both of us if we are hungry, then he is like
going to offer us some biscuits.
Then we answered: NO, THANKS !
then he keep quiet liao.
Then awhile more, he go crazy again.
He began to sort of like shout.
Then the both of us decided to alight from the bus.
When we were alighting, cause we wearing jersey mahs.
Then can see our names.
The crazy uncle keep on calling " Esther, Esther, Esther "
Then he called " Sindy, Sindy, Sindy "
Then i was like panicking liao. So scary can !
So i keep pushing esther, then when the door opened,
we faster run down the bus.
Phew ........ Was like super scary la !
He looks sorts of ' LUNATIC ' type !
haha. then i walked back home lor.
& now, i realised that i'm sunburnt !!!

Ran @ 5:09 PM