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Thursday, February 21, 2008

Today's post will be specially for bedah .....

Girl, i know you have been going through alot recently ...
Though i keep telling you to stay happy ...
i know its hard... its always easier said than done ...
i know that ... so now i will still call you to stay happy ...
but i won't force you to do that ... sad is definately will sad de ...
i can understand that ... but pls pls pls don't do any silly things to
yourself ok .... i'll be very worried about you de ...
Since he tell you to let him go, let him go then ...
i know you'll be hurt & sad if you do that ...
but live your life without him ... give it a try ...
i know its hard ... really very hard ...
even if without him ... you still got alot of people around you who
cares & love you ... true ?
when time pass, i believe you can ...
Girl, don't ever worry, i'm always here ...
maybe you don't quite trust me ... well, like you always said,
leave it to god's will ... hmms .. i got nothing to say ...
but i'm gonna assure you that "i'm never gonna leave you alone to suffer"
...
wan to believe my words anot, up to you ....
I know that i'm not that wonderful to make you laugh ...
but sometimes i really hope that every small little things i've done
for you did make you happy for once ...
So girl, pls cheer up ...
i'm sure you'll be able to get your smile back ...
i wan to see the bedah i used to know ....
someone who is cheerful, always laugh2 ... everytime in class hear her
laughter de ....
pull yourself together ... its hard, i know that ...
but i'm sure time will heal everything ...
& pls don't ever think that you'll be a burden to me ...
cos if without you in the first place, i won't be able to regain my
smile ever again ... don't forget that you're the one who make me pull
myself together when i once find no more meaning in life ...
You're the one who brighthens up my life ... You r the one who help
me get back my smile ... so if without you, there won't be sindychua ...
serious .. when i'm sad, you were there for me ...
now you're sad, i'll be there for you too ...
whatever you've done for me in the past, i won't forget ...
i wanna thank you for all that you've done ... thank you ...
so now i ask for nothing .. jus you to regain your smile back ...
i wan the true bedah to be back ... whereby everyday i see her smile ...
or rather laugh like mad ... bedah used to do that ...
& i miss all her smile & laughter ... i really do miss it ...
Girl .. i can tell you, you're my best friend !
a friend whom i do not wanna lose my whole life ...
if without you in my life, everything would be meaningless ...
bedah, you're a strong girl ...
God will protect you & watch you from above ...
remember this, there'll always be people who loves & cares for you ...
& you must share with me your sadness ... don't keep it to yourself ...
its very painful de ... i won't let you suffer alone ...
alright, take care of yourself !

all i wan to know is all the little things that i've done for you,
have you ever been happy for once ...
have my existance in your life make you happy for once ???

Ran @ 5:42 PM