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Thursday, February 28, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIQIN !! (((:
I'm very disappointed with myself !
Why am i disappointed ???
The reason is simple ... cause i failed my maths !
& this time round is due to carelessness la !
& that caused me to scored only 18/40 for it ...
i was like so damn sad la !
still thought of passing it this time round ...
who knows everything turn out to be ugly ...
Afterall .. i'm super sad ..
Today was huiqin's birthday ..
we got her a small birthday cake ..
decided to pass it to her during recess time ..
then she shy shy, keep running away from us ...
haha .. so i went to tell the whole class, today is her birthday lor.
then when we return back to class after recess ...
hahahahaha ! the whole class sang birthday song to her !
she was like so pai seh la !
She must be hating me so much la ...
haha .. girl .. you can hate me for all you want ..
but i hope today you are really happy ! (((:
Lastly, not to be forgotten ..
Bedah, i miss you ! <33
I'm very disappointed with myself !
Why am i disappointed ???
The reason is simple ... cause i failed my maths !
& this time round is due to carelessness la !
& that caused me to scored only 18/40 for it ...
i was like so damn sad la !
still thought of passing it this time round ...
who knows everything turn out to be ugly ...
Afterall .. i'm super sad ..
Today was huiqin's birthday ..
we got her a small birthday cake ..
decided to pass it to her during recess time ..
then she shy shy, keep running away from us ...
haha .. so i went to tell the whole class, today is her birthday lor.
then when we return back to class after recess ...
hahahahaha ! the whole class sang birthday song to her !
she was like so pai seh la !
She must be hating me so much la ...
haha .. girl .. you can hate me for all you want ..
but i hope today you are really happy ! (((:
Lastly, not to be forgotten ..
Bedah, i miss you ! <33
Ran @ 10:14 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Common Tests was like making me so damn stress ..
erm. It started last monday ...
Monday was english & geography papers ..
Tuesday was Maths & Social Studies ..
& today was Chemistry & Physics ...
haha .. chemistry was quite tough though ...
i managed to do physics ...
tmr is chinese paper .. all the best to me !
Had not been sleeping well these few days due to common test .
had been sleeping like around 2am den woke up at 5am to study ..
i'm like breaking down ...
damn tired lor.
well, after common test, i'm gonna rest more manz !
haha . tmr after school either going watch movie or going kbox ..
shall decide again tmr ...
Yupp ... erm .. alright ... now i shall just hope that i can get
good results ..
ok, i shall end here already ...
Bedah, i do miss you ! xD
Hope you get good results !
erm. It started last monday ...
Monday was english & geography papers ..
Tuesday was Maths & Social Studies ..
& today was Chemistry & Physics ...
haha .. chemistry was quite tough though ...
i managed to do physics ...
tmr is chinese paper .. all the best to me !
Had not been sleeping well these few days due to common test .
had been sleeping like around 2am den woke up at 5am to study ..
i'm like breaking down ...
damn tired lor.
well, after common test, i'm gonna rest more manz !
haha . tmr after school either going watch movie or going kbox ..
shall decide again tmr ...
Yupp ... erm .. alright ... now i shall just hope that i can get
good results ..
ok, i shall end here already ...
Bedah, i do miss you ! xD
Hope you get good results !
Ran @ 10:16 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
Common Test is coming in like 3 more days ...
was not too prepared yet ...
haha .. i'm scared ... gotta study real hard ...
hmms ... recently i get tired easily ...
i don't know why too ... maybe not enough sleep ?
haha .. how i hope i could have a long long sleep ...
that would be wonderful .. peaceful !
well, after common test i'm gonna have more rest ...
Bedah, even if i'm not there with you someday ..
Don't worry !
Cause i'll always remember that i once had you in my life.
Cause once you're in my heart, you'll stays there forever.
Nobody is gonna replace you in my heart.
You're someone whom i do not wanna forget in life.
Common tests are coming real soon ..
Put all your focus on exams first ok ?
Don't think too much.
If you need me, just call SINDYCHUA ok ?!
Cause, to tell you the truth ..
if without you in my life, i really don't know what will become
of me ...
Take care of yourself please ..
Lastly, I LOVE YOU ! <33
was not too prepared yet ...
haha .. i'm scared ... gotta study real hard ...
hmms ... recently i get tired easily ...
i don't know why too ... maybe not enough sleep ?
haha .. how i hope i could have a long long sleep ...
that would be wonderful .. peaceful !
well, after common test i'm gonna have more rest ...
Bedah, even if i'm not there with you someday ..
Don't worry !
Cause i'll always remember that i once had you in my life.
Cause once you're in my heart, you'll stays there forever.
Nobody is gonna replace you in my heart.
You're someone whom i do not wanna forget in life.
Common tests are coming real soon ..
Put all your focus on exams first ok ?
Don't think too much.
If you need me, just call SINDYCHUA ok ?!
Cause, to tell you the truth ..
if without you in my life, i really don't know what will become
of me ...
Take care of yourself please ..
Lastly, I LOVE YOU ! <33
Ran @ 1:26 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Today's post will be specially for bedah .....
Girl, i know you have been going through alot recently ...
Though i keep telling you to stay happy ...
i know its hard... its always easier said than done ...
i know that ... so now i will still call you to stay happy ...
but i won't force you to do that ... sad is definately will sad de ...
i can understand that ... but pls pls pls don't do any silly things to
yourself ok .... i'll be very worried about you de ...
Since he tell you to let him go, let him go then ...
i know you'll be hurt & sad if you do that ...
but live your life without him ... give it a try ...
i know its hard ... really very hard ...
even if without him ... you still got alot of people around you who
cares & love you ... true ?
when time pass, i believe you can ...
Girl, don't ever worry, i'm always here ...
maybe you don't quite trust me ... well, like you always said,
leave it to god's will ... hmms .. i got nothing to say ...
but i'm gonna assure you that "i'm never gonna leave you alone to suffer"
...
wan to believe my words anot, up to you ....
I know that i'm not that wonderful to make you laugh ...
but sometimes i really hope that every small little things i've done
for you did make you happy for once ...
So girl, pls cheer up ...
i'm sure you'll be able to get your smile back ...
i wan to see the bedah i used to know ....
someone who is cheerful, always laugh2 ... everytime in class hear her
laughter de ....
pull yourself together ... its hard, i know that ...
but i'm sure time will heal everything ...
& pls don't ever think that you'll be a burden to me ...
cos if without you in the first place, i won't be able to regain my
smile ever again ... don't forget that you're the one who make me pull
myself together when i once find no more meaning in life ...
You're the one who brighthens up my life ... You r the one who help
me get back my smile ... so if without you, there won't be sindychua ...
serious .. when i'm sad, you were there for me ...
now you're sad, i'll be there for you too ...
whatever you've done for me in the past, i won't forget ...
i wanna thank you for all that you've done ... thank you ...
so now i ask for nothing .. jus you to regain your smile back ...
i wan the true bedah to be back ... whereby everyday i see her smile ...
or rather laugh like mad ... bedah used to do that ...
& i miss all her smile & laughter ... i really do miss it ...
Girl .. i can tell you, you're my best friend !
a friend whom i do not wanna lose my whole life ...
if without you in my life, everything would be meaningless ...
bedah, you're a strong girl ...
God will protect you & watch you from above ...
remember this, there'll always be people who loves & cares for you ...
& you must share with me your sadness ... don't keep it to yourself ...
its very painful de ... i won't let you suffer alone ...
alright, take care of yourself !
all i wan to know is all the little things that i've done for you,
have you ever been happy for once ...
have my existance in your life make you happy for once ???
Girl, i know you have been going through alot recently ...
Though i keep telling you to stay happy ...
i know its hard... its always easier said than done ...
i know that ... so now i will still call you to stay happy ...
but i won't force you to do that ... sad is definately will sad de ...
i can understand that ... but pls pls pls don't do any silly things to
yourself ok .... i'll be very worried about you de ...
Since he tell you to let him go, let him go then ...
i know you'll be hurt & sad if you do that ...
but live your life without him ... give it a try ...
i know its hard ... really very hard ...
even if without him ... you still got alot of people around you who
cares & love you ... true ?
when time pass, i believe you can ...
Girl, don't ever worry, i'm always here ...
maybe you don't quite trust me ... well, like you always said,
leave it to god's will ... hmms .. i got nothing to say ...
but i'm gonna assure you that "i'm never gonna leave you alone to suffer"
...
wan to believe my words anot, up to you ....
I know that i'm not that wonderful to make you laugh ...
but sometimes i really hope that every small little things i've done
for you did make you happy for once ...
So girl, pls cheer up ...
i'm sure you'll be able to get your smile back ...
i wan to see the bedah i used to know ....
someone who is cheerful, always laugh2 ... everytime in class hear her
laughter de ....
pull yourself together ... its hard, i know that ...
but i'm sure time will heal everything ...
& pls don't ever think that you'll be a burden to me ...
cos if without you in the first place, i won't be able to regain my
smile ever again ... don't forget that you're the one who make me pull
myself together when i once find no more meaning in life ...
You're the one who brighthens up my life ... You r the one who help
me get back my smile ... so if without you, there won't be sindychua ...
serious .. when i'm sad, you were there for me ...
now you're sad, i'll be there for you too ...
whatever you've done for me in the past, i won't forget ...
i wanna thank you for all that you've done ... thank you ...
so now i ask for nothing .. jus you to regain your smile back ...
i wan the true bedah to be back ... whereby everyday i see her smile ...
or rather laugh like mad ... bedah used to do that ...
& i miss all her smile & laughter ... i really do miss it ...
Girl .. i can tell you, you're my best friend !
a friend whom i do not wanna lose my whole life ...
if without you in my life, everything would be meaningless ...
bedah, you're a strong girl ...
God will protect you & watch you from above ...
remember this, there'll always be people who loves & cares for you ...
& you must share with me your sadness ... don't keep it to yourself ...
its very painful de ... i won't let you suffer alone ...
alright, take care of yourself !
all i wan to know is all the little things that i've done for you,
have you ever been happy for once ...
have my existance in your life make you happy for once ???
Ran @ 5:42 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Super tired today ...
somemore still have PE ...
go run run run the canal ...
after that is recess ....
saw bedah, i was super sad with her ...
end up, she call me over & talk to me ...
she tell me why she is sad yesterday ...
then after listening to her, i try not to be angry & sad le ..
Yupps .. after recess my mood suddenly change sia !
i become very crazy in class ... until my friends say i crazy ..
then i jus ignore them la ...
cos when bedah is happy, i'll be happy too ...
haha ...
Bedah ar, i finally see you laugh today ...
& i'm really glad ...
i'll try my best next time to make you laugh ..
You happy, i happy ...
You sad, i sad also ....
haha ...
Bedah, take care of yourself ..
Stay happy always ..
I love you lots ! <33
somemore still have PE ...
go run run run the canal ...
after that is recess ....
saw bedah, i was super sad with her ...
end up, she call me over & talk to me ...
she tell me why she is sad yesterday ...
then after listening to her, i try not to be angry & sad le ..
Yupps .. after recess my mood suddenly change sia !
i become very crazy in class ... until my friends say i crazy ..
then i jus ignore them la ...
cos when bedah is happy, i'll be happy too ...
haha ...
Bedah ar, i finally see you laugh today ...
& i'm really glad ...
i'll try my best next time to make you laugh ..
You happy, i happy ...
You sad, i sad also ....
haha ...
Bedah, take care of yourself ..
Stay happy always ..
I love you lots ! <33
Ran @ 2:43 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
Moodswing nowadays ....
I'm super like in low spirits recently ...
hais .. i dun wish to state what happened ...
but well, i only know i'm really not in the mood sometimes ..
alright .. common test is coming ...
no matter how bad i feel ... i must still work hard for common test ..
i shan't let my personal feeling affect my exams ..
Yeah .. STUDY HARD SINDYCHUA !
I shall just be happy to live each passing day ...
live with no regrets ...
shall just let myself be happy ...
CHEER UP SINDYCHUA ! :)))
Bedah, I LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS TOO ...
Girl, stay happy !
I'm super like in low spirits recently ...
hais .. i dun wish to state what happened ...
but well, i only know i'm really not in the mood sometimes ..
alright .. common test is coming ...
no matter how bad i feel ... i must still work hard for common test ..
i shan't let my personal feeling affect my exams ..
Yeah .. STUDY HARD SINDYCHUA !
I shall just be happy to live each passing day ...
live with no regrets ...
shall just let myself be happy ...
CHEER UP SINDYCHUA ! :)))
Bedah, I LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS TOO ...
Girl, stay happy !
Ran @ 10:59 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Bedah, cheer up please !
dun be so sad2 liao la ...
i hate to see you in this state ...
serious ... it hurts me so ...
i know that you are sad over certain things ...
since you're losing them alrdy, make use of the chance to
have them back again ...
really dun think too much ... it will make you more sad, thats all !
look on the bright side of life ...
i know it really hurts to lose your loved ones ...
go find out the reason why they leave you ...
no use sobbing ... crying ...
really do cherished your loved ones ...
dun do things which will make you regret ...
Pull yourself together .. i'm always here to give you my support ..
if you need anything, i'm always here ...
Its really no use being sad after all that have happened ...
move on with your life & really do cherished those you have now ..
Yupps .. in life, never ever do things that will make you regret ..
Bedah, you're a strong girl ...
i believe you can get over all this & move on with your life .
dun stuck down here bcos of this incident ...
SINDYCHUA is always here ....
I LOVE YOU ! <33
dun be so sad2 liao la ...
i hate to see you in this state ...
serious ... it hurts me so ...
i know that you are sad over certain things ...
since you're losing them alrdy, make use of the chance to
have them back again ...
really dun think too much ... it will make you more sad, thats all !
look on the bright side of life ...
i know it really hurts to lose your loved ones ...
go find out the reason why they leave you ...
no use sobbing ... crying ...
really do cherished your loved ones ...
dun do things which will make you regret ...
Pull yourself together .. i'm always here to give you my support ..
if you need anything, i'm always here ...
Its really no use being sad after all that have happened ...
move on with your life & really do cherished those you have now ..
Yupps .. in life, never ever do things that will make you regret ..
Bedah, you're a strong girl ...
i believe you can get over all this & move on with your life .
dun stuck down here bcos of this incident ...
SINDYCHUA is always here ....
I LOVE YOU ! <33
Ran @ 10:51 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
Today school was alright .
Failed my physics test again ..
after physics was chinese ..
had a chinese test .. was quite okay though ..
after chinese was english ..
haha .. guess what ! haini & me was msging each other in class .
power sia ! Lols ! haha ..
after that was recess ...
saw bedah, she look some kind of moodless ..
i dun know what happened also !
jus hope that she is alright ...
BEDAH, don't be sad2 okay ..
got anything must tell me hor ..
if not i'll get angry with you ...
Yupps .. Live your life happily ...
If see you sad, i'll be more sad sia !
take care & study hard ! (((:
I LOVE YOU ! <333
At the same time, gonna miss you during the weekends !
I MISS YOU VERY MUCH ! <333
Failed my physics test again ..
after physics was chinese ..
had a chinese test .. was quite okay though ..
after chinese was english ..
haha .. guess what ! haini & me was msging each other in class .
power sia ! Lols ! haha ..
after that was recess ...
saw bedah, she look some kind of moodless ..
i dun know what happened also !
jus hope that she is alright ...
BEDAH, don't be sad2 okay ..
got anything must tell me hor ..
if not i'll get angry with you ...
Yupps .. Live your life happily ...
If see you sad, i'll be more sad sia !
take care & study hard ! (((:
I LOVE YOU ! <333
At the same time, gonna miss you during the weekends !
I MISS YOU VERY MUCH ! <333
Ran @ 2:21 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Adam Khoo Workshop ended yesterday !
I've learnt many things from this workshop .
Yesterday there's laughter & crying ...
but yesterday something happened which is very funny !
BEDAH was so excited that she shouted " PERCENT" !!
haha . i keep making fun of her from then on sia .. Lol ..
Today nothing much ...
Jus that IMY bedah ! (((:
haha !
Bedah, ILY ! <33
I've learnt many things from this workshop .
Yesterday there's laughter & crying ...
but yesterday something happened which is very funny !
BEDAH was so excited that she shouted " PERCENT" !!
haha . i keep making fun of her from then on sia .. Lol ..
Today nothing much ...
Jus that IMY bedah ! (((:
haha !
Bedah, ILY ! <33
Ran @ 10:36 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
I found this picture in Bedahhh's blog !
Awwwww, she's so sweet la !
Yupps . Thanks for everything ! (((:
Today 2nd day of Adam Khoo ..
Its also the day for us to cry ..
haha .. Lol ...
hmms .. nothing much to say ...
I jus want to thank those friends whom are there for me always .
I love you people truckloads manz ! <333
Bedahhh, I love you too !
Muackks ! <33
Ran @ 9:50 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
Adam Khoo's Training Workshop !
Today had the training workshop ...
it started at 8am all the way till 9pm ..
wow, thats super long .. & its gonna last for 3 days ..
Oh Gosh ! haha . but its quite fun or rather beneficial .
it did benefited me alot la . telling us how to be successful in life & stuff .
its quite fun after all . hahha .
well, but was sort of tiring la .
haha . hmms . tmr again all the way till 9pm ..
gonna sleep early today ...
alright la, think thats all for the day !
Bedahhh, i'm sorry for being harsh to you !
Erm .. I miss you truckloads ! <33
Harts you too ! (((:
& people ! Pls dun be mistaken that i'm a lesbian thats why i love bedah okay ! Things are not like that !
Its just that there's alot of prob in my family & i've nvr had
family love .. NEVER ! all these 16 years .
thats why all i seek for is friends love !
A friend to me, is very important !
I've once lose a beloved friend ..
So now i've learnt to cherish bedah more !
cos i dun wish to lose her one day .
& i can say I LOVE BEDAH VERY MUCH !
As a friend of course !
Cos she's the one who showed me care, love me and many more !
Yupps . thanks bedah for all that you've done for me !
I HARTS YOU BEDAHHH ! <333
Today had the training workshop ...
it started at 8am all the way till 9pm ..
wow, thats super long .. & its gonna last for 3 days ..
Oh Gosh ! haha . but its quite fun or rather beneficial .
it did benefited me alot la . telling us how to be successful in life & stuff .
its quite fun after all . hahha .
well, but was sort of tiring la .
haha . hmms . tmr again all the way till 9pm ..
gonna sleep early today ...
alright la, think thats all for the day !
Bedahhh, i'm sorry for being harsh to you !
Erm .. I miss you truckloads ! <33
Harts you too ! (((:
& people ! Pls dun be mistaken that i'm a lesbian thats why i love bedah okay ! Things are not like that !
Its just that there's alot of prob in my family & i've nvr had
family love .. NEVER ! all these 16 years .
thats why all i seek for is friends love !
A friend to me, is very important !
I've once lose a beloved friend ..
So now i've learnt to cherish bedah more !
cos i dun wish to lose her one day .
& i can say I LOVE BEDAH VERY MUCH !
As a friend of course !
Cos she's the one who showed me care, love me and many more !
Yupps . thanks bedah for all that you've done for me !
I HARTS YOU BEDAHHH ! <333
Ran @ 10:05 PM
Friday, February 08, 2008
Bedahhh is LOVE ! <333
Ran @ 11:34 PM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR ! (((:
Celebrated CNY in school .
the celebration ends at 11am .
after that headed home .
so now take some time to blog .
cos later i gotta go another grandma house already .
Yeah, i love NEW YEAR la !
super shiok lor .. can eat alot of things .. haha .
To all chinese friends : HAPPY NEW YEAR ! (((:
To all non-chinese friends : HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU GUYS !
BEDAHHH, I'M GONNS MISS YOU OVER THE HOLIDAYS !
I LOVE YOU TOO ! <3333
Celebrated CNY in school .
the celebration ends at 11am .
after that headed home .
so now take some time to blog .
cos later i gotta go another grandma house already .
Yeah, i love NEW YEAR la !
super shiok lor .. can eat alot of things .. haha .
To all chinese friends : HAPPY NEW YEAR ! (((:
To all non-chinese friends : HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU GUYS !
BEDAHHH, I'M GONNS MISS YOU OVER THE HOLIDAYS !
I LOVE YOU TOO ! <3333
Ran @ 11:28 AM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
I'm kind of sad recently though .
But i'll be alright after some time .
this morning was late for school .
hais . its ok though .
lessons were all superb boring .
all the way until PE lesson .
gotta run canal .
i somehow dun feel well & feel like fainting .
but awhile later i'm alright already .
after that was recess, walk past the staircase to my class .
i somehow gave bedah a super glum face when she say hi to me .
I'M SORRY BEDAH !
haha . today have presentation on Yunnan trip again
for the sec 2's .
after that school ends .
& i headed back home . haha . cos was super tired .
So that concluded my day .
Lastly, not to be forgotten, BEDAHHH IS LOVE ! <3333
I MISS YOU URBER MUCH ! (((:
MUACKKS ! <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333
But i'll be alright after some time .
this morning was late for school .
hais . its ok though .
lessons were all superb boring .
all the way until PE lesson .
gotta run canal .
i somehow dun feel well & feel like fainting .
but awhile later i'm alright already .
after that was recess, walk past the staircase to my class .
i somehow gave bedah a super glum face when she say hi to me .
I'M SORRY BEDAH !
haha . today have presentation on Yunnan trip again
for the sec 2's .
after that school ends .
& i headed back home . haha . cos was super tired .
So that concluded my day .
Lastly, not to be forgotten, BEDAHHH IS LOVE ! <3333
I MISS YOU URBER MUCH ! (((:
MUACKKS ! <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333
Ran @ 3:47 PM
Sunday, February 03, 2008
I MISS BEDAHHHHH ! <3333
Hey girl, i'm okay la ! not that sad ...
cos i think of you mahs .. haha !
erm .. maybe moodswing nowadays bahs ..
i'll be okay after some time . yup !
I HARTS YOU BEDAHHHH ! <3333
Hey girl, i'm okay la ! not that sad ...
cos i think of you mahs .. haha !
erm .. maybe moodswing nowadays bahs ..
i'll be okay after some time . yup !
I HARTS YOU BEDAHHHH ! <3333
Ran @ 2:04 AM
Friday, February 01, 2008
I'm super tired !
Short day in school .
ended school around 12.20pm .
earliest of all the other days .
just now last 2 period was maths .
have maths test . totally don't know how to do .
haha . slept for around 20 mins i think .
but at least i didn't hand up an empty script !
i managed to do 3 questions . but sure all wrong !
Lol . after that, school ends !
went back home . so now i'm here at home to blog .
cos later going another grandma house to stay till sunday .
so won't have time to blog .
Recently, i'm not feeling very good .
i'm so called not in the mood at certain times .
so if i ever give attitude to you guys, pardon me alright .
I miss you, bedah ! <33
Whenever i'm feeling low, i think of her & it cheers me up !
Harts you too ! (((:
Short day in school .
ended school around 12.20pm .
earliest of all the other days .
just now last 2 period was maths .
have maths test . totally don't know how to do .
haha . slept for around 20 mins i think .
but at least i didn't hand up an empty script !
i managed to do 3 questions . but sure all wrong !
Lol . after that, school ends !
went back home . so now i'm here at home to blog .
cos later going another grandma house to stay till sunday .
so won't have time to blog .
Recently, i'm not feeling very good .
i'm so called not in the mood at certain times .
so if i ever give attitude to you guys, pardon me alright .
I miss you, bedah ! <33
Whenever i'm feeling low, i think of her & it cheers me up !
Harts you too ! (((:
Ran @ 12:54 PM
