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Saturday, September 29, 2007

My life is getting out of hand !
I realised i'm not myself anymore ..
I'll go mad real soon ~
Going malaysia tomorrow !

I don't know what i should do ...
since you don't wish to forgive me , i'll slowly accept the fact !
Still thought we are back to those happy days already ..
but it all seems like a dream to me ~
if this really is a dream , i rather never wake up from this dream ..

Ran @ 9:09 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

I'm so moodless today ...
i feel like i'm no longer myself already !
i've not even started studying for exams ..
i feel so dead ...

I hope you can forget me ...
i've make you sad & angry so many times .
jus treat it as you never had me this friend, take it as i never appear in your life .
& i'm sorry for causing you so much pain .
Your life is suppose to be happy but i ruin it .
All i want is just to be a good friend, but maybe my ways of doing is wrong .
I know you are deeply hurt .
Like i said, if i make you angry again, i won't seek for your forgiveness .
So i hope you can forget me .
this way, i hope it will lessen your pain & you will not be afraid to get hurt anymore .
I sincerely apologise for all the pain & misery i caused you to suffer .
Forget everything about me & lead a happy life .
I'm not worth to be your friend .
Take care !

Ran @ 7:04 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007

SIGH !

Why can't our friendship just go smoothly ?
Why must it always have ups & downs ...
After this problem, another problem awaits ...
When can all this ever stop ..... Sigh .. Sigh ...
I'm gonna go mad anytime .. really can't take it anymore !

Should i just forget you ?
I know perfectly well that i COULDN'T !
but one thing i'm clear is ...
I'm sorry for not being a good friend !

Take Care of yourself !

Ran @ 2:15 PM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Still feeling the same today ...

I don't know why things turn out this way ..

I will go mad any moment ..

I'll still smile infront of my friends ..

But i'm very very sad deep inside !

Not really in the mood nowadays !

Well , maybe all this is predestinied ..

I can only let nature takes its course !

Ran @ 8:39 PM

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

I don't know what happened again !
We hadn't been talking for the past few days !
But i just hope things will clear up soon ~

I smiled happily infront of all my friends .
Cause i don't want them to be worried about me .
But the truth is , i'm very sad these few days !

Ran @ 8:14 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007

My blog looks so dead ! XD
it's been long since i last updated !
& i'm just too busy with upcoming exams or rather too lazy .
well, exams are just round the corner & i'm sort of nervous !
i don't know why , but just keep having that kinda feeling !
Hmms .. i feel that my percentage of retaining is about 45% !
as my results have really gone down alot alot .
i must do something before it's too late !
well, i can only make use of the remaining days left before exams to buck up !
But do you all think i can ?!
that's pretty hard ya , i guess you people must be scratching your head now & hesitating for an answer right ?!
it all just have to depend on myself , wheather i promote or retain !
i'll do my best & really hopes i can get promoted !
but if i really can't , then like that lahs !!

Alright , blog some other time !
Takecare & study hard , people !
Cyyas ! XD

Ran @ 8:22 PM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

HELLO ! (:

Its been days since i last blog ..
Things had been quite fine for me ..
thank god , everything is in order !
haha :D
Going Kbox this saturday ...
gonna enjoy myself there !
after all the ejoyments , gotta mug hard for exams le ..
SINDYCHUA , must study hard le , if not sure will disappoint
all those who have confident in me de !

Ran @ 5:05 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Ran @ 8:37 PM

Monday, September 03, 2007

I'm here to update ...........

Stayed home today ... chatting with nurul in msn .
she' working & yet she's bored ...
so i offered to chat with her lahs ! hahas .
maybe fridae going out with her ...
then she take half dae ....
she's great alright ! she's the best lahs !
hahas , tmr going grandma hse stay till sunday le ..
so wun be updating till sundae bahs !
hmms ... must enjoy holidaes mahs !
so maybe going out the nxt few days !

alright , till here i think !

To all my friends : Enjoy ur holidays ya !
Have fun ! :D

TAKKAIRE AT THE SAME TIME :)

By the way , I MISSED ZULAIHA , HUIQIN & YINGSHAO !
Missing YINGSHAO the most !
WE BOTH ROCK & ROLL LAHS ! :D
Beloved Friend Rawks ! :)

Ran @ 1:43 PM

Sunday, September 02, 2007

HELLO !! =))
I'm here to update again ...
today went west mall walk walk ...
met up with one of my mum's friend , nurul !
was very happy to see her today !
hahas , spent some time with her .... i'm contented ! :D
after that , went back home ...
tmr maybe not going out le ... shall decide again !
hmms ... alright till here !

* YINGSHAO rawks my life !! :))
We both rock & roll ! :D

* ZULAIHA rawks my life too !
You're not forgotten by me , okay !
You'll always stay in my heart ..
Love you many many :D
ZRSLF !!<33

Ran @ 5:36 PM

Saturday, September 01, 2007

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All this i type out de hor ! XD
hahas , you shall always be rmbered in my mind !
I LOVE YOU , beloved friend ! :)
hope to see you soon !
meet out someday ya ! :D
Takkaire lots !
You're LOVED & DEARLY MISSED by me ! <333

Ran @ 2:27 PM