saturdays are soo boring!
hmm..there's nothing i can do during saturdays..
so jus stay at home and revise for my exams..
but tonight i am going to my friend's bbq..
i guess its gonna be fun larh..hahas
at least its not as bored as it is at home!
well..shall update again tonight after the bbq!

Ran @ 3:12 PM

hmm..lets tok abt wat i did today..
well..today have PE..den we play handball..
haiiz..was so boring larh..siannz
den aft tat is eng..also didn't do anything..
den recess..and aft tat was art..
did some drawing today..sketching, i guess..
den aft tat is music...hahs..
listen to some musics..
den aft sch went to the elderly care..
ohmygod...i see those old folks
i feel lyk crying larh..haiiz..
thay so poor thing lorh..feel sad for them too..
den we did some performances for them to see..
bt we didn't do a good job..
and ms choo was disappointed wif us...
den aft the elderly care visit..we get scolding
from ms choo jus outside the elderly care centre..
haiiz..sorrie ms choo..we didn't mean to disappoint you!
den aft taa went to taman jurong green park..
wif huiqin,esther,tuckkeen,xiuwen...
we went thr play play a while..
relax our mind..haiiz..exams cuming alrd..
i am so damn stressed lorh..
so went there play swing and let out all my
troubles and unhappiness and STRESS!!!
hahas..thanz huiqin and tuckkeen for accompanying me
untill lakeside mrt station...harts euu guyz lorts..
well...reach hme ard 6pm...den eat den blog lorh..
kaes..2 more days to end year!!!
GAMBATEH EVERYBODY!!!

Ran @ 10:01 PM

3 MORE DAYS TO END YEAR PAPER 1


29/09 - History
2/10 - Chinese
5/10 - English
6/10 - Mathematics
9/10 - Science
10/10 - Physical Education
- Design & Technology

STUDY HARD EVERYBODY!!
ALL THE BEST FOR END YEAR!!
STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!

Ran @ 10:44 PM

todae wake up at 6.20am..den bath...
den go sch wif esther at 7.10am...
den at sch..go parade square...
wah..den aft assembly is english..
den went to comp lab 3 watch show..
entitled "yamakashi"...was nice seh..
bt due to nt enough time...gotta stop the show
halfway..MR ALWYN TAN sae tat we will
continue sone other dae...
aft tat was mother tongue...stupid teacher..
wan us rite compo..shit sia..
the title iish "the person hu makes me feel tat he/she is difficult to forget"
and i was like duh....ohmygawd...tis kind of title..
hw shld i start?! bt den in the end cant finish on time..
so during recess stay in class and do....
cos todae nd to hand in..stupid larh..cherr..
den neber go recess..den when bell ring..
straight away go for D&T..MR ONG was nt here todae..
so another teacher take over lorh...
was having funn during D&T..didn;t do much pratical work..
cos i lazy...den onli sit thr and tok lorhh...
den aft D&T is maths...haiiz..difficult to study sia ..maths..
den suddenly MS CHOO ask me qns lehh...
i was totally blank out lorhh...cos nt so understand larhh..
den ms choo was like...threaten me sae..if i dun ans...
i can forget abt going off early ltr...den i was like......
haiiz..den heard zulaiha ans den i sae lorhh..
bt in the end..we left ard 1pm larhh..den faster go take a cab..
go science ctr omni theatre thr eat sakura buffet..
celebrate esther burfdae in advance..hahas..
the food thr was nice and yummy lorh...eat alot...
hmm..wif LEHA,BEDAH,HAJAR,FATEHA,TUCKKEEN,
PINTING,ESTHER AND MOISELF...den in total we spent..
$160...hahs..its alrite guyz..so long as euu all enjoy can alrd..
hahs..den aft tat bedah and hajar went off..left fateha..leha..
tuckkeen..pinting..esther and me..we went to JEC take
neoprints..tuckkeen nv take..
den wow..the pics tat we took were so nice lorh..
den aft tat went superbowl.....play bowling...
leha..fateha..pinting and me play onli...
tuckkeen and esther sit thr and see us play..
den leha jus beginner den she score 59 alrd..
good improvements..leha..den i score 177 lehh..
woots!! first time i score so high lehh..
hmm..was funn aft all larhh..den aft play bowl..
leha..fateha..esther..tuckkeen went hme...
left me and pinting..we go lake park walk walk lorhh..
den aft tat..we went hme also..haiiz..
TODAE WAS SOO FUNN!!! HOPE EUU GUYZ DID ENJOY
IT ALSO...hahas..den reach hme ard 6.30pm...
hmm..happy weekends everibody!!!
kkz..tats all for nw...gtg...bye!!

Ran @ 9:42 PM

haiiz..todae gt mass run..bt we didn't run..
so we can play our own games...
so me and esther go sit down and tok tok..
aniwae..i and so sad and desperate..
dunnoe why..feel like collapsing larh..
haiiz..life's tough..can i juz stop here?!
hmm..btw..zulaiha dun seems to be happi...
i realli dunnoe wat to do...i am usless aite..
as for bedah..she looks okae tis few daes..
at least she still smilez ya...
she tok to me again lorh..hahas...
well..woots..tmr going eat buffet alrd..
wif..esther..pinting..tuckkeen..bedah..leha..hajar and fateha..
go celebrate esther's burfdae..hehes..eat at sakura..
den maybe aft eating go shopping awhile den go hme..
was so excited abt tmr..hahas..
bt at the same time..i am desperate!!!
hmm..well..maybe tats all for todae...
bye everibodi..harts euu bedah!!!

Ran @ 5:16 PM

hmm..todae wake up at 6.30 as usual..
went to meet esther st 7.05 den went to
sch as usual..
well..PE we played hand ball...
i grp wif huiqin..xiuwen..esther..yixin..
den we versus against bedah's grp..
bedah..leha..hajar..fateha..saranya..
yurp!! their grp was so powerful lorh..
actually they played well..
den aft a while..we switch grp..
den moii grp versus tuckkeen's grp..
tuckkeen..jianlong..mingkun..chianwee..kuohhow..
den we play hiong wif them alrd..
hahas..was tired aft PE...and damn hot..
den when recess..we haven go down..
a while den go down..bt neber eat..
well..todae was sort of tense and boring.
cos didn't tok much todae..also dunnoe why..
leha sae i was quiet todae..bt i dun tink i am..
hahas..harts herr sia..
hmm..long time didn't wif bedah so gd alrd..
den todae at least she gt cum tok to me ar..
was kinda happi also..
hehes..den aft sch..went hme straight..
hmm..yipee!! looking forward to tis fridae..
going eat sakura..buffet sehh...
celebrate esther's burfdae..hahs...
kkz..btw..bedah they all also going..
it will be damn fun alrd!!
kaes..tats all for nw...gtg...

Ran @ 6:35 PM

todae's lessons was damn boring lorh..
cant relax at all todae..
haiiz..nemmind..tmr can relax liaoz..
well..bt must study hard alrd..
i failed one subject liaoz..MATHS!!
end year must get better grades...
hmm...25/10 26/10 27/10....
we having sec 2 camp..wow..
looking forward to it lehh..
seems quite fun larhh..bt dunnoe..
so nw gotta study hard first den aft tat
enjoy the camp!!! hahas..well..
nw feel normal..hope tat all moii troubles will
be gonne one dae..and i will be happier..
yurp!! tats all for nw...takkaire everibody!!

Ran @ 8:29 PM

hmm...todae rotting the whole dae..
cos neber go out....
siannz lehh..tmr sch reopen alrd!!!
haiiish..dunnoe wat is going to happen again tmr..
another war is going to happen again..
i realli dun rmb if i gt tell tuckkeen abt tat ting lorhh
STRESSx(
dunnoe larhh..if they dun trust wat i sae den i also gt no
choice....arghhhh!!!!
homework haben do finish lehh..
onli done chinese..
maths dunnoe hw to do..so dun do lorhh
tmr den go sch copy..hahas
i veri bad rite..sobb..sobb..
nemmind..i better nt think abt wat will happen tmr..
it will onli make me damn stress..
realli hatte going to sch...cos it seems tat
almost everidae sure gt things happen tuh me de
holidae is the best!!!
go sch always hab quarrel wif frens de..
bt everidae i go sch..i onli carries an attitude
and tat is to see moii frens..
those tat are my BELOVED FRENS!!!
and i realli wun hope tat all those bastard frens
to spoil moii mood...hatte them lots
why cant we jus hab peace..i am damn stress alrd..
nw always hab quarrel...last time dun hab lorhh..
watever it is..in euu all eyes.i am always in the wrong larhh
and euu all are always right!!!
i cant be bothered wif euu all alrd..
i make mistakes once onli..frm then onwards..
everithing will be moii fault...den everiting blame me
fiine lorhh..siince i am tat kind of person in euu all eyes..
euu all are nt any better in moii eyes too
i realli wanna treat euu all gd..
is euu all stop me one..
cos i learnt sumthing..to euu all when a person makes mistakes
the penalty for the person is always DEATH!!!
regardless of hw serious the mistakes iis..
euu all will jus force the person to their grave..
watever it is larhh..i m no longer important in euu all eyes..
i noe tat well..cos euu all treat me like rubbish...
see euu all onli spoil moii mood larhh..
i rather spent all those times tat i wasted on euu all
to those whom realli treat me gd..
why shld i cry and be sad over eu all?!
when euu all leave me..i shouldn't hab done tat
those times i wasted on euu all
i rather spent it wif moii gd frens they all..
hatte me, like me..its all up to euu all!!!
i cant be bothered!!!!
I'M DAMN STRESS ALRD!!?

Ran @ 4:43 PM

well..just came bk frm grandma hse..and its damn bored!!!
went tuh sentosa wif cousins last thursdae..
it was quite fun larhh..and there was nth much...
well..todae slept till 11am den wake up..was too tired..
siannz..mondae sch reopen alrd!! dunno iish gd or bad..
also dunnoe wat i thinking larhh..confused...
hmm..leha asked me out..bt i cant make it for 2 times..
i guessed she must be diappointed wif me..
sorri leha..didn't mean to do it..bt was really packed larhh..
bt i promised nxt holidae when euu ask me out..i sure go!!
hurhur:))
hmm..homework haven do...dun plan to do..
cos i dun even noe hw to do lorhh..
so difficult!! haiish..dun care alrd larhh...
sch reopen den copy frm frens..yurp!!!
erm..i dun tink there's anithing else...
so shall stop here and blog another dae...

it had alrd been four months..bt i still cant let euu go
i realli dunnoe why..
i have been waiting for euu everidae..
waiting for the dae when euu decided to be moii fren again
i am so stubborn..siince euu hatte me so much
i shld also forget euu..bt i cant!
onlii noe tat i had been collapsing slowly ever since the dae
euu left me..the smile on moii face is slowly disappearing dae by dae
i dun wanna lose euu as moii fren..
euu are so important to me bt yet euu dunnoe..
i hatte moiiself for nt cherishing euu when euu are wif me
ii realli regret..haiish..
bt i will still waiit for euu..nothing will made miie change moii miind

Ran @ 9:54 PM

hmm..todae wake up at 7am...cos nd go
for the NE ambassodors training...
nd to reach sch at 8.15am..and we waited for the bus
to cum and fetch us frm sch to singapore discovery centre..
well..the programme was quite fun...
we played alot of games and we even learnt hw to
create NE games..hahas..thr was break in between..
we went to the discovery cafe to hv our break..
me and souyan was damn hungry lorhh..so during
the break,me and souyan share a bowl of laksa!!
wow..its so nice can!!? hurhur:)
well..the lunch was marvellous!!! wow...enjoy it very much..
hmm..overall was a great dae..hahas...
bt my moodswing when i see her!!!
well..she was wif her fren...peiyi..or watever larhh
so didn't bother much abt her lorhh...
den aft thr programme...went hme..was so boring...
haiish..so went to take a nap...lalala's
tmr still hv one more session for the training..
so also hv to wake up at 7am lorhh...haiish..
kkz..tats all for nw!!! bye...

Ran @ 2:44 PM